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[07 Sep 2005|06:58pm]
So today was my first since I missed the real first day, which was yesterday. And I actually had a really good day. Everyone I know is in all my classes, all my classes are pretty chill, I finally get to drive myself to school, and the best part is I get out at 12:30!!!!


so its been exactly 1 year and 8 months.... [05 May 2005|10:35pm]
[ mood | flirty ]

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I'll be the phonograph that plays your favorite albums back as your lying there drifting off to sleep...Collapse )

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s e x [03 Apr 2005|11:28pm]
so my screen name got deleted so i have no buddy list. im me with your sn


I've been working on a piece that speaks of sex and desperation [07 Mar 2005|09:48pm]
[ mood | happy ]

this weather makes me so happy. i wish it was summer. i love eating flips, wearing skirts, laughing, & appreciating every person in my life.

love is the answerCollapse )

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i know i cant control myself now [19 Feb 2005|02:26pm]
[ mood | tired ]

winter formal was so much fun and we arrived fashionably late in a special ed bus, owned by danielles dad. ive never seen so many drunk people in my life, chatsworth really is a drunk school!

i dont know why these are so big but...

Flavaaa FlavvveCollapse )
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love is what i got [31 Jan 2005|12:11pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

if theres such a thing called junioritis...i have it!

so i had to get a new screenname but im not using it yet. since i was to lazy to come up with anything else, add blaynehurst to your buddylist, but don't delete this one.

ps. having a license and a wonderful boyfriend is great! <3333

knowin nothin in life but to be liget [24 Jan 2005|07:29pm]
[ mood | content ]

so i got my license today....finally!

& im going to hawaii in may with zach and his mom...
life is great!

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Love is not like anything. Especially a fucking knife [14 Dec 2004|09:48am]
[ mood | calm ]

butch walker is love
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only 3 more days until winter break!!!

Take me now, for all I am, no matter what I've said [21 Nov 2004|06:59pm]
[ mood | drained ]

So the avril lavinge concert last night was amazing! Having floor access and only being a few feet away from her was even more amazing! She is beyond the cutest thing ive ever seen. Jess and I made the hottest shirts and made everyone jealous. Hopefully I'll stop being picture retarded and post how hot avril is!
I desperately don't want to go to school tomorrow, but oh well only three more days and then thanksgiving break!

ps. Butch Walker is my new love!! <333333

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Bottles breaking on my face are only your reminder of your love [16 Nov 2004|10:44pm]
[ mood | bored ]

01. I miss somebody right now
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love olives
04. I love sleeping
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games
08. I've tried marijuana
09. I've watched porn movies
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship (my psycho days are done for good)
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy
13. I have acne free skin
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I curse frequently
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a hobby
18. I've been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing.
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
20. I'm really, really smart
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal
23. I hate the rain
24. I'm paranoid at times
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and no scars
26. I need money right now!
27. I love Sushi
28. I talk really, really fast
29. I have fresh breath in the morning-thats a fairly odd question
30. I have semi-long hair
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis
35. I have a twin
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look sometimes
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
40. I know how to do cornrows
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have a lot of mood swings
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past
46. I have a hidden talent
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I think that I'm popular
49. I am currently single
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex
51. I enjoy talking on the phone
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants
53. I love to shop.
54. I would rather shop than eat
55. I would classify myself as ghetto.
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
57. I'm obsessed with my Ujournal or Livejournal
58. I don't hate anyone.
59. I'm a pretty good dancer
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I have a cell phone
63. I believe in God
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis-only for my shows
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
66. I love drama
67. I have never been in a real relationship before
68. I've rejected someone before
69. I currently have a crush on someone
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
71. I want to have children in the future
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything
77. I have a lot to learn
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes
81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs before
84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past
85. I own the "South Park" movie
86. I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
88. I enjoy some country music
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
98. I have dated a close friend's ex
99. I'm happy as of this moment

Thanks for the survival rags. Thanks for the soiled skies. Thanks for the fucked-up future. [04 Nov 2004|06:54pm]
[ mood | fuck you ]

So I'm extremly happy about a few things..
1. i found out my grades and im getting 3 A's and 3 B's, which is probably the best grades i've ever gotten, ever.
2. George Bush is president, yaaa!
3. Hopefully by next week I will be getting my license :)
4. My mom is going out of town next weekend, thank god!
and the best of all the oc is on tonight!!!
and I'm so happy tomorrow is friday!

So i really need to go shopping and for dumb sluts to stop getting into my buisness and creating stupid stories. I hate jealous people who try to ruin things. Hey, FUCK YOU!

P.S....Stop, your making a monster outa me!

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in spite of you, enough of you, still I love all of you, I do [26 Oct 2004|07:50pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

I wish myspace and livejournal were never created.
& I wish I could go to sleep and wake up to a very happy, and successful life.

ps. i got a really funny halloween costume for me and zach <3
and i love the rain <3

"all at once the music stopped
the feeling went away
an ugly picture, me and you
but nothing I can change
you know what happens with the lights back on
the less you know the more you want
and you want
you want."

And I hope this takes care of broken words. I’m broken down you know, I hope this makes you proud. [13 Sep 2004|05:21pm]
[ mood | amused ]

So my birthday is tomorrow and I'm very excited, I think it's perfect timing too. I am definitly in need of money, presents, and a really good day :) So hopefully my day will be as good as I'm hopeing it will be.

Anyway, school is gay except for the fact that I get to leave after 5th period everyday because I don't have a 6th period which is very cool. And I'm taking cooking, which is also very cool.

Tonight=casa vega...hopefully I'll see Jessica and Nick Lachey<33

ps. HW SUCKS! & i need to regain my tan

Excuse me, while i kiss the skyCollapse )

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lover's in love, and the other's run away, lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay. [07 Sep 2004|05:12pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

i hate bad moods & i hate that school starts in 1 and a half days! this sucks!

ZACH [27 Aug 2004|07:28pm]

its ridiculous

California knows how to party. So keep rockin [09 Aug 2004|01:43pm]

Well im back from the cruise, it was the most fun i think ive ever had! It consisted of smoking all day, drinking all night, going to sleep at 5:30 and then having to wakeup still drunk a few hours later, not sleeping, ordering FREE room service more than 10 x's a day, meeting new tyte best friends, dancing in the teen club and having everyone hate us, making fun of really gay and annoying people, dancing on the stage and the tables at senior frogs while getting complimentry shots, getting bruises all over our body from bumping into walls, and just having an all around awesome time. lisa i love you, and we so know how to partyyy!
but reality kicked in..and im home. im definitly not happy about that, i need some time to reflect.
ps. pictures may be coming to make you jealous if we can find lisa's digital camera.

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usted es un idiota de mierda [29 Jul 2004|11:23am]
im a fucking pussy. & i dont think i can feel uglyier.

im leaving on sunday for 7 days, so vi va la mexico!


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he takes bites, out of her insides...until she is just a hollow shell [24 Jul 2004|03:42am]
Saves the Day and Hot Rod Circuit played amazing tonight!! It was definitly needed..illegal substances, cool people, and great music! Now im extremly tired and sore, but i dont have to wake up early tomorrow, which is very exicting! & I got the new tbs cd..well i actually left it somewhere but ill be getting it back very soon!
hm i wonder if its possible to think about something all day and night, like never ever once get your mind off that one thing?
mmmhhmm i wish i could be held

anyway goodnight<33

Hey unloving....i will love you <3 [13 Jul 2004|11:36am]
[ mood | optimistic ]

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...breath taking
Your hugs are...friendly
Your eyes...sparkle like the stars
Your touch is...awakening my heart
Your smell is...beautiful
Your smile is...amazing
Your love is...one of a kind
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hmmm i dont know..

someone go to the std show with me :)?
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NEW FORMAT, adrianna lima is so hott!
& new user pictures.

I didn't see it. I was to in love to notice. What a fool I am, and still becoming.Collapse )
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